About a week or so ago, my sister got her appendix out. She told me that afterwards, she felt like there was something missing from inside of her. Last night I just finished rereading My Sister’s Keeper. And these two things paired together are probably what led me to have this dream I had the other night.
For some reason or another, I needed to have my kidney removed. So I did. And afterwards, it felt like there was something missing. But then I got used to it. And I grew to love that little hole inside me.
But then I woke up. And when I woke up, I felt like there was too much inside me. That part of me didn’t belong. And I was freaking out. But not just freaking out – I was upset. I was upset that there was too much of me. And I felt like that for about an hour.
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But on another note, I have a comment stalker. I find this quite hilarious. I’m assuming it’s my ex, but who knows. In any case, all of his comments go straight to spam. I just find it hilarious that he’s spending all of his time hung up on me and abusing me. At first I was upset, but fuck, he’s sent so many lame comments that it’s really just pathetic. And for someone to go from upsetting me to seeming like the most pathetic person on earth? That just makes me happy.
Thank you so very much, idiots who decided that a 3D handheld gaming system was a good idea. Maybe if you were smarter, you would have made normal games games with a 3D option, that made it playable normally to everyone, but giving crazy people an option for 3D if they pay $200 extra for a completely new device. But nooo. All you want is money. Well fuck you.
I am just bloody sick of this bullshit with making stupid new things all the bloody time! Please! Enlighten me! Why the fuck do I want to play a video game in 3D? If I wanted to do something entertaining in 3D, I would go outside. If I play a video game, it’s for the game, not to go “oooh!” at the screen and start grabbing at midair.
Why do I need to catch Pokemon in 3D? Why the fuck would I need 3D to write random words and have 2D images of them appear in my game and help me with shit? That’s not logical! Pokemon is not about seeing the damn Pokemon! It’s about frigin’ strategy! And Drawn to Life is clearly not about looking at things. It’s about making things appear with words! What the fuuuck?!
This is as bad as BluRay. Worse, actually. At least I can still buy DVD’s. I don’t have to go buy an entirely new DVD player to go play movies that make me think “oh, this is sharper than it was before. Even so, it was still pretty sharp before, and I hadn’t even noticed it needed sharpening”.
Today I was watching Scream 4, and misheard the name Charlie for Rory. Which got me remembering a famous Rory that I’d heard of. And for the life of me, I just could not remember who this guy was! So I went on Google, and I typed in “famous people called Rory”. And from that, I found a website with a list of famous Rorys, both real and fictional. Just a list of Rorys. And in that list was Rory Williams. But not listed as Rory Williams, oh no. He was listed as Rory. Just Rory. Rory Williams is so awesome that he needs no surname. He is the Rory.
Oh, and by the way, when I was on that website, I did find out who the famous Rory was that I was thinking of. It was Rory Culkin. Who played Charlie in Scream 4. So weird!